Hi @June08 thanks for sharing what you wrote. It's something I can relate to a lot. I sometimes feel like I had to go back in time and rescue my old self from the derailments that caused the (non-) failure. I think you make an important point, and it's well taken, that it isn't failure ---and it's actually success. There may be an alternate timeline where you never got the help you needed at all. I'll keep this in mind too as I also prepare for a summer with lots of possible lows in sight.