I am so sorry you ate struggling @MuddyBoots

Yes, there is an a PHP here.
So far to travel to though.
Don't know if it would be enough support...
Sorry, should not make excuses, I know, but...

I am really sorry you have been so dangerously ill.

I know how hard it is, but please try and take care of yourself.

I know your country's insurance system is evil.

Wish you could go to residential.
Wish I could too

Sending much support.