Had an appointment with my therapist this morning and she made me feel a bit better. Told me that I need to be patient and my muse will come back to me, that I just need to wait for my well to fill up again. We talked about my med situation and didn't come to any solutions regarding that because she agrees with me that every med I try tapering off of ends in some sort of disaster! 😭 So I guess I just have to work on accepting being a walking pharmacy.

Walking pharmacy for life! Yippie!

My brain has been permanently damaged. I really think it has! Because I obviously cannot function without these stupid meds. It's SO depressing. 😭