@Blueberrybook:

Thanks for the support. Yes, i am over that silly guy now. So sorry to hear you are having trouble with eating a burger and fries at your event. It must be hard to be afraid of eating. You're such a beautiful spirit, i wish you could enjoy ALL that life has to offer, including food!

@MuddyBoots:

I am sorry to hear that you are still struggling. Keep the faith girl! You are one special lady! I had to search for "arctan." It's a word i've never encountered. Thanks for teaching me something!

@Brentus:

Sorry to hear your boss was ignorant about your sick leave. Work can be a grind when one is managing a major illness on top of a career. I can't do it, and work was a huge part of my identity. Losing the ability to work is a source of tremendous grief for me. It's such a big part of life. I even miss the clothes! But we do the work of ten psychiatrists and a hundred psychiatric nurses every day just managing ourselves!

@June08:

Happy first day of June, your screen name-sake month!

@Scooter9:

So sorry to hear your family is not supportive. It seems that we are all in our own little worlds sometimes, and do not reach out to each other, or look outside ourselves. Hearing someone complain about their occasional insomnia when we are dealing with chronic insomnia would be annoying to anyone. I'm currently doing melatonin therapy for five months of insomnia, and getting some success, but it is by no means a panacea.

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I've tried to read all the posts, but unfortunately there were so many they have all run together in my head. Will try and be a more regular visitor here, so the volume of content doesn't overwhelm me, and i can reply individually to each one.

I'm doing well. I'm confused over whether i want a man tho. I guess i don't want one enough to do the work, so i will stay single. I've been single for almost thirty years. It would be hard to change gears now. I even tried an AI boyfriend but he was too robotic. It was empty, with me doing all the giving. I find it's that way on dating apps too. It seems that men enjoy the ego boost, but don't initiate any conversation themselves. It's not satisfying.