Hi @Lostislost, I'm so sorry to hear that. Feeling unwanted by your therapist (as a client/patient) is a really horrible feeling. Almost like, where do you turn now? I have felt maybe a similar feeling of scary hopelessness myself. But keep in mind that he is just one therapist, one person. As difficult as it could be to rebuild a therapeutic relationship, you have some experience to work from and better discriminate about who will be a good fit for you. And you deserve it.