A point like this once seemed like a far, glistening dream that would never happen to me. But that it can and has is a powerful moment even if I wake up not feeling so body happy tomorrow, it can happen again. ED recovery has been a lifelong project for me (though thankfully the physical danger has long past) for the most part, there's still osteopenia and bad teeth to deal with and a tendency towards a bit too much in the way of exercise but loads better than what I dealt with on a daily basis in the throes of anorexia. I wouldn't wish an ED on anyone.