I never had a chance. Eating disorder at 7. First Hallucinations at 12 by 14 I should have been hospitalized. moved out at 16 and dropped out at 17. Went to college decided to have a child at 18 and that's when ppp hit. 20 years of being a stay at home mom and I'm finally medicated to the point I can try. I was supposed to be a Pixar animator, living alone, surviving off oranges. This life is so much better but I did fail because I'm 41 and not successful.