But the first thing my CM said was "you did a good job over the weekend using positive coping techniques!" and I'm like "I made a crazy cal-restriction challenge (told her exactly what it was but I'm not going to post it here) for Fri-Sun that I "won," b/p'd this morning, got high last night, cut before getting high, and threatened arson."

She pulled up to my mom's driveway and I was waiting outside just said "we're going to GTFO right now" so we went down to a pond and hung out. Heard a fisher in there and I don't think she's heard those before so she was like "omg what's that?" and I didn't want to scare her so I told her the guy that owns a house nearby has the hiccups a lot and his have a unique sound.