You mentioned 12 women, of whom 9 were casual encounters, someone you would not see again

This leaves us with 3 women whom you would see again. What are they doing now? Can you pick up where you left off with them or was that too long ago?

Regarding your beliefs about a deity punishing you for penetrative sex, so far you have learned that receiving fellatios did not lead to being punished, and therefore, by extension, chances are that penetrating a woman would likewise go unpunished.