Thank you Lost and LT.

When I sent L my weekly update email, I told her that her lack of responses to my text and emails made me feel like I was a burden. She replied a long reply to the last two update emails. She reassured me that I’m not a burden. T finally responded yesterday too, but in her usual two sentence way. H has been better since the fight, but I’m also not sharing with him how much I’m struggling anymore. And my family chose a restaurant that I can eat at for this weekend.

I have to do a ton of cleaning today, but I have no energy. We have our apartment inspection tomorrow. They’re just inspecting the plumbing and fire alarms, but they will be in every room, so I need to clean the whole place.

My insurance is so stupid. Two weeks left until L comes back and they still haven’t made their decision. But according to the analyst, they did agree to pay for T until they decide. So they’re going to deny me the last two sessions which I’m not doing anyhow?