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Today is a tough day. I am just crying and crying non-stop. They say no one can torment you more than you can torment yourself. Well, today, I am reading some of the things my ex used to write when he was at his loneliest, and all I want to do is jump through the screen and say, "why couldn't have it been me that you wanted?"
The tears are just coming and coming and I feel like such a failure at everything in life. Sometimes, I don't know why I bother or even try. The loneliness and the pain are so great I just wish I could just turn it all off and not exist anymore.
I don't know, maybe today is just a hard day.
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