Gonna summarise this...

- Anxiety, everyday, nearly all day - sometimes struggling to breathe, sometimes resulting in ticks, sometimes making me nauseous

- Potential depression or something...burn out maybe - struggle to concentrate on tasks, can't cope with questions or people, struggling to go outside, being highly sensitive and irritable, can't cope with any strong smells or loud noises

- Ticks or stims or whatever they are - mild ones - tapping, humming, playing things on loop, eye twitching, hand clenching and unclenching, arms flaying, hitting myself, digging my nails into myself, biting myself

- Shutting down, not being able to talk

- Hiding this all, it's becoming harder.

- Struggling to even do the basics, showering, dressing.

- I don't know what's happening to me, who I am or what's going on. I feel like I just want the world to stop, stop and let me off. Friends who know what is going on with me have told me that they are worried about me and that they think I am too ill to work - but currently I am living with my mum and my family are constantly on at me to find work. But I can't tell my family. I feel trapped.