I feel invisible. Nobody seems to hear me or see me, whether online or offline, whether I am typing something like this, talking on the phone, or talking face to face. I am just invisible.

They see and hear the people and things speaking or going on around me, but not me.

I feel just as invisible here as I do everywhere else .. I write this knowing it will likely be ignored, yet in desperate hopes it will not.

I'm like a lost woman stripped of everything she once had, trapped in a world made entirely of windows - able to watch others, hear others, but they cannot see or hear me. I'm just trapped here, in a silent suffering, unable to do anything to help myself. Screaming at this soundproof window at the top of my lungs, "HELP ME!!', slamming my fists against it, trying so hard to be noticed .. yet everyone just carries on as if I am not here. Am I a ghost? Did I already die and just don't know it? If not, why can't I stop feeling so invisible?