Just battling with all sorts of demons today. The day started out good because I slept kinda late, but I don't know, just feel evil around me. It's really hard sometimes. I had a really good time at my pregnant church friend's house, we did our study together and had a good discussion. But when I got to adoration, just everything went downhill. I saw a really cute guy there, and I beat myself so much because I was thinking, "you ugly fat b*** why the hell would he look at you?" Just evil bad thoughts. I just hate myself so much.
Glad everyone had a good day, I hope these bad thoughts leave me soon.
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