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Jun 04, 2025, 10:30 PM
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Wanderer of Distant Stars
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Member Since: May 2012
Location: North Carolina, USA. Originally New York
Posts: 26,575
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Hugs @June08 - I completely relate. I have a lot of friends and people in my life, but I am completely alone in my feelings. I stay away from asking my pdoc for anti-depressants because I am deathly afraid of mania, or what can happen if I take medicine to lift my mood - that manic episode last year stripped my soul to the bone, and I have been struggling so much since then. I understand your feelings about Seroquel though, my little bit of Risperidone makes it SO hard to get up sometimes, but Seroquel used to ground me completely.
I am glad you had a good birthday @Blue_Bird - you totally deserve it. You have to take pictures when you go to the aquarium on Saturday. I decided I am going to see the John Wick Ballerina movie that day.
Good to see you back @bizi ! Missed you!
My self-perception is SO bad. I literally HATE everything about myself. I think I am the fattest and ugliest thing in the world, and I have no idea how to stop these bad thoughts. I wish and pray I will feel better someday about myself.
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