This is going to sound like a suicidal post, and you are just going to have to trust me when I say .. I know myself well enough to know when I am in danger of attempting. Right now, I am just emotionally hurting severely and wishing death would come for me, but not to the point I would deliberately put myself in danger or attempt to harm myself.

Trouble is, I don't know what to do about it. Some of the reasons are simply things I cannot talk about, and if you cannot talk about it, how do you release it? I don't know.