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Today is turning out to be a good day. I slept late, but luckily, I didn't have to worry about work today. I managed to do pretty well this week, which is a huge plus. I don't have to worry about it till next week at least. I had a pretty good conversation with my guy last night and we talked about a lot of 80s music. It's been a long time since I opened up an 80s playlist, so it's been fun revisiting that today. Plus, we went over all the songs he liked, so I am listening to that too.
It's amazing how my moods are so extreme. I guess that's what being bipolar is. What is so concerning is how LOW and horrible my lows really are, and how scared I am to take anti-depressants due to my history of extreme mania. It's so hard to stay balanced.
I wish there was some way around this. I am so scared of mania but the depressive parts of bipolar I have been feeling have been SO bad - it sucks that I have therapy once a month.
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