Hi Blue. I believe there's hope. There's always hope! (I didn't think so either) Please when you speak with the doctor make sure he/ she really hears how bad you're feeling. Make sure to advocate for yourself. There are many options out there ,but I don't want to push anything on you. Just cause one med doesn't help, there could be another that will. Ask the doctor what options are there.
I'll be thinking of you.