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Jun 06, 2025, 02:28 PM
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Wanderer of Distant Stars
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Member Since: May 2012
Location: North Carolina, USA. Originally New York
Posts: 26,588
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@Blueberrybook and @June08 - I am REALLY scared to start another medicine; I will be honest. I have been hospitalized SO many times in my life; it's bringing me to tears right now. I know the lows are really bad, but if there is even a CHANCE that mania will come again, I will fight through the really bad days. I lost SO MUCH with that manic episode, I absolutely can't afford it again. Yes, it's true I have some severely bad days, but I am not manic and am somewhat stable and able to function, work, not spend a lot of money, and am mostly sensible. Just weighing the risks is just too much. I am currently on Risperdone and Lithium.
@Blue_Bird - the aquarium looks amazing! I wish there was something like that in my area I could visit. I love the shark and crab and all the fish! I love your painting @Blueberrybook ! It looks really good! @Nammu - I broke down and just put on my AC after about a week. We had gotten away with some really nice days, and it was even around 50 degrees at night. But that's now over! Here comes summer!
Today I am better than I have been. Work has been very slow the last two days, but I made enough to carry myself through this week. I am not worrying about it till Monday and going to try and enjoy my weekend. I have some fun things planned like going to see John Wick Ballerina tomorrow and possibly watching Lost in Space on Netflix later. I reached out and spoke to a lot of my friends today, and I think I realize I need to do that more often, so I don't fall in despair. Also going to start working on some penpal letters now I have to write. Made some new friends on my penpal site, so I have some more letters to write.
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