To all that may think to respond to this in future:
Know that an idea of how to resolve my original question is what would help me most, not admonishing me for having emotions you may not like to hear. This is (or I thought it was) the forum for coping with emotions - therefore, it's the one to go to (in my mind) when you are having emotions others may not like and don't know how to cope with them.
In case you "forgot", here is a copy of my original post:
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Originally Posted by Crypts_Of_The_Mind
Don't know that this matters, don't know if anyone even cares .. but here is a recent truth about me:
My heart used to be so full of love, even whilst in pain .. now it's full of hate, anger, and a deep desire for revenge on any wrong that's ever been done to me, no matter how small .. yet, I miss the person I once was - so full of love .. how do I get back to her?
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