This is triggering the hell out of me. Maybe for some reason he wants me to be crazy.??? He seems to enjoy it. I asked "why are you doing this to me"?
I got a letter in the mail that looked like a scam. I showed it to him and he said that I've gotten those before. I would have remembered if I did. I never got anything like that before. Ok....I've had ECT and he likes to use that as an excuse. He was never like this. Now I feel he tries to make me look incompetent . He says " I'm worried about you"! He infantalises me and I hate it. I came close to either walking out or doing something to hurt myself.
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