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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird
I need help from my program manager to help me get a payee. I’m so terrible at managing things on my own. It’s been like 3 months of me being my own payee and I’ve been horrible at it. I’m too impulsive, I overspend too easily.
I’m dissociating tonight and crying and wishing I was dead because I feel like such a failure. I’m 31 years old and I can’t manage my own life apparently.
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I had two extra, large bills to pay this month and now I have $5 to my name. I am my own payee and have been since the beginning. In fact, I racked up my credit cards a few months ago when manic as a result of taking prednisone! So yeah. It’s hard! My mom has all my credit cards. I’m going to need my vet card to pay for my cat’s annual check up. Then I’ll have 6 months interest-free to pay of the charges. But I’ll just have to cut back some more! My mom and I need to redo my budget as things have changed. Btw, I’m 53. So yeah.