I finally took my valium and I had taken a new kind of melatonin 20 minutes earlier. 10 minutes later I was knocked out for almost 12 hours. I woke up for a bit but it took me almost 15 minutes to pee. I was just there straining really hard and also really drowsy. Finally I got things under control. My old therapist says theres this way of getting rid of urinary hesitation but it involves sticking your finger up your hoo hah. Um no.

I finally woke up this morning after 3 cans of iced tea and a piece of tiramasu. I'm not sure I can stay up.