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Jun 08, 2025, 01:54 PM
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Wanderer of Distant Stars
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Member Since: May 2012
Location: North Carolina, USA. Originally New York
Posts: 26,562
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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird
I need help from my program manager to help me get a payee. I’m so terrible at managing things on my own. It’s been like 3 months of me being my own payee and I’ve been horrible at it. I’m too impulsive, I overspend too easily.
I’m dissociating tonight and crying and wishing I was dead because I feel like such a failure. I’m 31 years old and I can’t manage my own life apparently.
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I am really sorry you're going through this. I think it would be a really great idea to get a payee again, but in the meantime, if you need help coming up with a budget in the meantime, I can totally help you out if you want. 
Today was really hard for me. I got my cycle last night and it just tortured me in pain this morning. Its been really bad the past few months, and I hate the fact that there are NO female gynecologists who take my insurance in the area. Why the heck are they all men? That's just gross to me.
Just so angry at myself or missing mass and most of all not going to see my parents; that's so important to me. I really hate this, and I really hate everything right now, awful just awful.
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