@Scooter9: Yes, that's exactly what i'm concerned about. The person in question and one other neighbor know that i started new projects. Gee, it was really foolish to socialize with him! Now he knows the details of my projects! The EXACT person i do NOT want to know. Crap, what a situation. It was a terrible decision to go confront him and get involved with him. It's better to maintain secrecy. Now he can say, "Well, she was well enough to launch a support group and she was well enough to launch a real estate deal, therefore, she was well and did not suffer." Ack!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just talked to my doctor and got a referral to an EMDR therapist, and directions to up one of my meds for rescue sleep. Will talk to him on Friday afternoon to go thru a PTSD questionnaire to try and quantify my PTSD suffering. Will repeat weekly to monitor the status of my PTSD suffering. The question of how to pay the therapist is up in the air tho. She costs $200 per hour and i have no medical insurance. Our sshhiittttyy public provincial health care plan does NOT cover therapy. My only choice is to go ahead with the therapy out-of-pocket and hope that i'll be compensated in a personal injury lawsuit, and i don't know if i'm willing to do that. It could add up very quickly.