Hi @AKKWEST, what you described sounds totally relatable and reasonable to me. It sounds like you've taken a big step, a scary step, in re-registering for school, and I can tell you from personal experience that the possibility of failure never escapes. But neither does the possibility of success. Stick with it and make sure you maintain contact with your support system throughout. If it's a university, they probably offer counseling or even dbt. Be sure to use all the resources at your disposal, and most importantly take the time you need to complete this goal.