It's Victoria's birthday she's out with a friend the whole day. She's making progress. Feeling better. But me I'm a mess. I have to email my pdoc and switch to teleheath because I can't go alone there. So I have to switch back to the pills. Or have a visiting nurse come to inject me. This sucks but is good at the same time. I start school next week and that's a cluster ****. But trying just to get it done and then go to a better school. I'm so nervous.