I got my schedule with L. First 5 weeks, starting next week, is Tuesdays virtual. Then we jump right back into in-person Tuesdays and Fridays.

I’m scared of her. I’m scared of our relationship. And I’m scared of my attachment. This is feels too fast. But I’m not sure I’d like a longer transition time either. I want her back. I want to see her. But I don’t want the pain and drama from the last 2+ years.