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I can say for myself, I've been laughed at when at a low. It's a horrible feeling, it totally makes you feel crazy like its saying ''You didn't see what you just saw'' or ''what you think happened you dreamed it up''.... That was from my parents from a young age. It was maddening but, it was their way of covering their own butts knowing they full well did or said what they did to me.
I hope you realize most people here do want to help you. If you say you are done, no body can. So I can't say anything else, I'm also just a depressed frustrated human. Righ now I'm angry with myself. I gave my apartment keys and my car keys to my younger son. Last text I got was ''I spent hours looking for my phone'' and now he's still not back... ugh how could I be so stupid to let him have my keys!
Anyway, I do hope you feel better soon. I'm not invalidating your feelings, but the truth is you wont always get the answers you want or hope for, and there are bad people or they come off as bad advice maybe, but I was here years ago and I know most people do truly care about others and give their best.
All the best to you.
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