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Originally Posted by Violetta75
I can say for myself, I've been laughed at when at a low. It's a horrible feeling, it totally makes you feel crazy like its saying ''You didn't see what you just saw'' or ''what you think happened you dreamed it up''.... That was from my parents from a young age. It was maddening but, it was their way of covering their own butts knowing they full well did or said what they did to me.
I hope you realize most people here do want to help you. If you say you are done, no body can. So I can't say anything else, I'm also just a depressed frustrated human. Righ now I'm angry with myself. I gave my apartment keys and my car keys to my younger son. Last text I got was ''I spent hours looking for my phone'' and now he's still not back... ugh how could I be so stupid to let him have my keys!
Anyway, I do hope you feel better soon. I'm not invalidating your feelings, but the truth is you wont always get the answers you want or hope for, and there are bad people or they come off as bad advice maybe, but I was here years ago and I know most people do truly care about others and give their best.
All the best to you.
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I've been here for years too (check my info) .. it was better in the past. That's all I will say about that.
I agree, what you said is not invalidating .. there were many others who were (whether they want to admit that or not) .. and I simply refuse to be vulnerable and have myself pushed further down the mental illness hole, (especially by a person or persons that have not made themselves vulnerable enough to write a post involving how they are feeling in two or more years, yet somehow find it perfectly fine to jump on someone else's post and laugh and/or invalidate them) especially while I am still waiting on an initial appointment after near a decade of needing zero mental health care.
I hope that makes sense - and I'm not asking for anyone's opinions regarding what they do or don't see in my threads .. I'm also not asking for pity. I'm just stating how I feel, why, and what I am going to do about it.