I keep on having these vivid snippets of memory of things that give me dejuvu (sp) but that were never part of my life, like I'm now getting flashes of memories from alternate dimensional mes. It's very odd. Like somehow I managed to create a crack in the flood gates. I'm having trouble distinguishing what is this life and what is a different life, and I definitely don't want those floodgates to burst open! I'd be so overwhelmed. 😩
Anyway, vacation was fun. Feeling slightly sick today though. Have an appointment with my therapist tomorrow morning and I'm pretty sure an appointment with my psychiatrist on Monday. Have to call tomorrow and confirm that one though. Usually I write this shyt in the calendar, but didn't this time for some reason.
Still no writing... but I've been reading a lot. I was SO overwhelmed. This guy I published in the ezine a while back got an anthology of his short stories published and included my name in the acknowledgements. 😭
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"What if I can't get up and stand tall,
What if the diamond days are all gone, and
Who will I be when the Empire falls?
Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token
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