I’ll also be honest that I started doing that thing where I impulsively apply to jobs the other day. Like 20 of them. When I know damn well I can’t handle them. I somehow convince myself I can. I did this last spring too. Got 4 jobs and went through them quickly. Quitting each one cause I couldn’t handle the hours/schedules and how it was affecting my sleep. Plus I was vaping THC then and taking edibles. My psychiatrist is never gonna let me live that down. Today when I told him I needed a payee again and was severely overspending he jokingly asked if it was on weed or edibles. Cause last spring I randomly started smoking weed and I bought 80 edibles and 4 vape pens when manic.