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Jun 13, 2025, 10:42 AM
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Wanderer of Distant Stars
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Member Since: May 2012
Location: North Carolina, USA. Originally New York
Posts: 26,593
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So I messed up again. I had a great night where he didn't call but I was actually okay with it. Then I left two sappy and weepy messages on his voicemail. My best friend said I have no self-control, that he was calling me every day and the one night he misses a call I get all dramatic. I feel like I can never be happy with things. I don't know why I wasn't just grateful that he was calling me, now I may have lost that. I feel like such a failure, and I don't feel it now, but I know I will do some major beating up on myself later.
@Blue_Bird - I am sorry you're having a hard time. I really hope these med changes help and you are able to sleep tonight - I know how overwhelming life can be sometimes.
I am going to do my best to put all this behind me and go out and see the new Pedro Pascal romantic comedy. It will get my mind off of things. I am praying he doesn't punish me for leaving sad messages. @unaluna - I know those videos WDNC - I think they are great, she goes through the lists of things women have to put up with, they are really good. It's one of the only things I really look at on Instagram.
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