pink... i am listening and i understand... the other day i was walking through a little shop in town... it has peruvian and native american items... the owner is from peru and the shop is located near the chumash reservation... i found something that i had used as a kid... and i was in a real bad place emotionally... so i bought two... and put them in my purse... the reason i am telling you is that even though i purchased them... with every intention of using them... i haven't ... and i have faith that you can do the same... i think tomorrow i will give them to my t... maybe not... but at least i am thinking about it... i am thinking that maybe that will be a step forward... a little different then when i throw them away... knowing that i can always buy another... does that make sense?... take gentle care...Lyn