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Someone asked me to lunch today so i went and tried to pretend for a few hours I didn’t have an eating disorder. The thoughts were there but I swear I ate more at lunch than I had and held down in any single full day over the past month or more.
I have a lot of anxiety about it right now, but nothing to do so…
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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