Hello! Thank you for giving me your time and writing your reply!

Thanks for the points you raised! And to answer your question about impact, I would say that when I reminisce about what mom did I definitely don’t feel good about it all. I hated it when she did what she did, because as a kid and even now I was highly protective of my body and whenever anything was revealed (even when mom would pick sleeveless tops for me) I would feel uncomfortable.
Not sure how that skewed my views on sex and sexuality, but there is something else. My parents never gave me the talk and I had to discover things myself and it lead to a lot of addiction and false or damaged views on sex.

And, I can say this confidently, absolutely hate what my brother did, it definitely broadened my discomfort whenever something similar to what he did happens to me.

Thanks again! It means a lot that you had this supportive tone towards me despite this situation that I have not being terrible.