I'm going to be talking to the dotor about how agressive the pill makes me.

Maybe I should mention my depression and suggest I need councelling.

This rage has to come from somewhere.

And if I'm self-harmind I sorta need help.

I think.

I say this now, but when it comes down to it, will I be my usual cowardly self?

Maybe I'll get my mum to speak to the doctor, and tell them about my self-harming when My mum's gone out the room.

Why can't someone coem along and burst this 'bubble'.

And by bubble, I don't mean a bubble of happiness. It's the one where no one can enter and nothing feels real.

Maybe some of you will know what I mean.

I really don't write things very well when I feel numb, do I?