Yep, pretty sure that was one of the many responses by me that admin deleted ..

I'm not asking you to show me anything .. truly, I am done asking for help here. (What I had told you to show me in the comment you quoted me making, was where I personally asked for opinions regarding what others saw or read in my threads to determine if each person here thinks I was attacked or not .. but honestly, that's not even an issue to me anymore, I know how I felt from the comments I received and I know what I did and did not ask for - I don't need anyone to confirm those facts for me, and I'm not saying that in a hateful way, just a "matter of fact" way)

Thank you for wanting to help .. if you want to talk more, we can pm .. but apparently when I write threads, it's only good for getting me reprimanded by both members and admin. So, I will support others here and pm others here, but I am no longer seeking help here nor will I refer others here any longer.