I woke up this morning feeling as though there was something I had told myself to remember during the night, but I couldn't remember it, and I've been feeling strange all day, and everything feels off, as though I don't belong here or something. I don't know. It's a weird feeling. I can't quite explain it. Something to do with the alternate realities.
When my husband's sister's husband's sister died my husband had a premonition ahead of time that she would die. He kept on thinking about her Facebook picture randomly (and my husband isn't even really on Facebook!). Today he told me he's been having strange deja vu moments the last few days, and today while at work he had another moment, but this time it was a foreboding feeling, like something bad was going to happen to someone close to him.
He's close to three people. Me, our daughter, and his mom.
I've been having feelings that I'm going to soon too. I'm curious as to what else there is out there anyway, and I'd rather NOT have something bad happen to our daughter or my husband's mom.
I'm sad because I'll be missing a lot in this life, and I'd convinced myself I'd live to 91, and there's a novel that'll never get written, but at least I've completed six I guess. Obviously I'm sad about a lot of things. 😭