Tomorrow is the day. 9:30am. I’m so scared. I don’t know what to say to her or how to be with her. My communications with her have mostly been reporter mode. Now I have to re-engage. And I’m really not doing good mentally outside of her return. But I don’t know how to get help from her.

Side note: I quit treatment. There’s just too many things going wrong. I wasn’t allowed to go last Monday because insurance didn’t approve twice a week yet and I wasn’t allowed to go Thursday because they didn’t ship my med on time. That plus billing and it not working. Yeah, I’m done. They didn’t even respond to the email I sent them telling them I’m quitting.