Yes. I’m going to try to listen to myself and be open if something doesn’t feel right. L said all I need to do is come as I am and be honest. No expectations and no judgment. Still scared!

TMS is still an option, but with everything that happened with the treatment clinic, I’m going to find a different one. H wants me to get rid of my pdoc, so I probably won’t do it there. There are 2 other clinics in the area? I’ll probably look into them. I’m just not sure when yet.