sky ..
have i shared why i shared this?
no. do i need a reason? i just wrote it - it happened shortly after being strongly triggered and i needed her to know that for that past few years have avoided telling her this. my pdoc assigned t to me .. i didnt choose , thinking of all the time was wasted talking about superficial crap that had nothing to do with what is realy going on inside me. . maybe i needed to tell her because i was afraid and needed her to know..??
healing ... not really. just getting to the point i can recognize and hear them and feel them .. but i dont even really know them.. they just exist inside .
i am pretty much isolated from the world and the pc is really the only place i can talk .. should i not do this? ..