It wasn’t bad, but it was extremely hard. Harder than when I got to see her in May. Maybe because this time I know she’s back? I honestly don’t remember how the time was spent. I cried a little a few times and I cried a lot at another point. I really have no memory of why. But we did some breathing and I was able to calm down.

I wish I could remember something, anything that was discussed. I know she even reviewed it at the end. I haven’t really been struggling with my memory that much until today.