I’m sorry you’re dealing with that. I feel similar. I’m on 5 psych meds and 1 PRN psych med. I feel like I’m on a lot but I know some are on more. My doctor is taking me off two of them thankfully now that I feel more stable on the other meds. So we’re dropping two of them soon. Im not so concerned about stopping the trileptal but the Thorazine is gonna be a nightmare because as soon as we drop the dose or come off it I end up just not sleeping or getting 3-4 hours of poor quality sleep max. Idk if I just have to push through and maybe my body will adjust or what. But it’s a pain being on a lot of meds especially when my body is so reliant on the Thorazine to sleep. We’ve tried to stop it before and I always end up not sleeping.

If they help you though with minimal side effects then that’s good. I feel pretty stable on mine now. We are making some changes going forward but I feel those are necessary for me personally.

I hope you’re able to figure out what’s going on in terms of the feelings you’re experiencing. I agree with blueberry that it does sound similar to dissociation which is something I experience as well.