Today I figured out it's because my therapist thinks I'm improving because I said I do eat every day, even though I clarified my definition of "eating" might be one brussel sprout boiled and chopped up that takes eight hours to finish the whole "soup" or a pickle with mustard. Because she asked what I've been eating and I said "depends on the day--I typically think of a meal and then eat that for over half my meals until it's gone and then go to the next. Like I guess swallowing something every day even if the whole week adds up to what I need in a day or two is better than having at least half of what you're supposed to get a day, but skipping a day or two of anything solid?