Ugh called the team’s useless af emergency line because I’m a stupid dumbass and told them in the message I didn’t take my meds as prescribed in a way that should’ve helped but did not and now I need help.
Swear I’m gonna be running downtown at 1am SCREAMING at this rate.
She called back and thank God she didn’t ask if I was safe because I cannot say yes or twist in a way that sounds like things are fine.
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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