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Old Jun 20, 2025, 09:38 PM
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Originally Posted by LadyShadow View Post
Well I got no phone call tonight and didn't have a meltdown. I am REALLY happy with myself right now. Even got off the phone early with my best friend to watch the new Sex and The City series And Just Like That episode on MAX. I also found the original How to Train Your Dragon on MAX too @Nammu you should check it out since you have MAX too before you go see the live action one if you haven't yet. I should be watching more fun things when I get dramatic and emotional.

I laid on my couch in complete silence earlier, and contemplated things. Things are quite IMPOSSIBLE for my ex to even build a life with me here right now. There is just too much uncertainty. Not only with him, but with me. Is love really enough? I know love was never our problem. Then I sat and prayed to God and asked Him what He wants of me. I have everything I could possibly need, and I am surviving quite nicely, and even making friends now and I have the means to go out and do things. Life is really good. I just wish the lonely days didn't crush my soul like it does sometimes. Honestly, most people would kill for the setup I have right now. It really is time to be more grateful.

@Blue_Bird - LOVE LOVE the banana bread! I so wish I could bake things, lol.
Oh it’s not banana bread, just plain bread I’m glad you found the original how to train your dragon movie. It’s really good! Hope to see your review of the new one on Letterboxd

Update : just saw your review and liked it
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