I had my best sleep in months!

The flowers i bought myself to comfort myself during my recovery from the accident. No one else would do it for me, so i did it for myself. Sad tho. I'll take pictures of them as they bloom. They are peonies and should be gorgeous!

The accident was very educational. I am alone and no one (IRL) cares. I have no one. My one close neighbor turned out to be emotionally abusive. She tried to gaslight me about the accident when i was injured and in physical pain.

I broke up with her, my best friend of eleven years. I grew as a person with her tho, so it was not a complete waste. Just time for it to be over. She doesn't emotionally abuse others. Just me. I was her plaything, to be manipulated. Figure she abuses me because i am sick. Monstrous!

@LadyShadow:

Glad to hear your life is going very well. Happy that you sparkle like a different girl. I have a lot to be grateful for too. It's just that my health seems to be getting worse as i age. This last episode was so intense it seemed more like identity disturbance than HM. I mean, i was wearing WIGS for goodness sake!