We had a short court appearance on Friday.

And I'm going to tell you..... That was a different person than the last two times.

She had been becoming more and more disordered and scattered, and almost childish in her interactions. I swear, her mind was shot.

Friday.... Nope. That was the highly educated, highly accomplished woman I used to see. Everything was staged too. Supported into the courtroom by a junior lawyer, overwhelmed with emotion, asking the bailiffs for tissues....

And the INSTANT it was adjourned, turned, smiled, and made a verbal jab at my lawyer that only my lawyer caught.

We stepped into the side room and my lawyer was like...... "Oh my God.... What a B!....... That was unreal. The tears stopped, smiled, and jab. She's.... She's devious.

Yes, yes she is. And she's smart again.

I'm battling despair today. I'm facing a life sentence of paying my abuser.