Have I come to terms that I can't change it? Yeah. Do I like it, no. The main symptom I have and most crippling being my trash memory, now I'm sure there's a better word/definition for that but that's the best I have. The worst part of this is that nobody ever believes me on how bad it actually is. I have forgotten my own birthday, important dates, what family members looked like before they passed, mind you they passed recently. And all that is just off the top of my head. I forget medications, appointments, homework. And I pretty much need my Adderall to function, so when I forget it's not good. And even then being on Adderall it's still not that good. I honestly just needed to vent that I guess, I hope nobody else feels this way because it sucks.